What’s the reason for it all?
You awake to another heartbreak, let down, turn around, struggle, combat, misunderstanding, the changes and mishaps. How do you stop the madness? How do you progress when you’re stressed and withdrawn from the world. Pain cause you to seek out a remedy of relief, how can one overcome the adversity life brings?
The thought of living alone after loving and living with someone practically all your life, how do you start over? How do you walk alone when someone always was there to take up the empty space? How do you start over when it’s hard to trust people in the world? Everyone has a motive, hidden, but it’s there. Even the most subtle reaction from the opposing forces can crush your spirit and cause you to question your very own actions.
Why do you stay? Why leave? Should you leave? Is there someone better or perhaps something better then my reality? Does love suppose to hurt? Why is my lover insecure when he/she looks just as lovely? What’s the reason for it all, there got to be a reason for all the madness.
It’s like a bad dream a dream of complete darkness, but with sound, a roaring sound cornering you at every side,with the objective to destroy your very essence, why is the noise of silence loud, why is it confronting, The sound penetrates as I try to run from the echos in the darkness, calling out my name using profane words of accusations, saying I’m weak, but I tried.
I stayed in the ring longer then my strength allowed. I blocked every punch love threw at me, until I got knock-out, my strong will didnt allow me to stay down for too long, I arose with an upper cut striking back hoping my love opponent can feel what I gave. We grew tired, but neither one of us wanted to lose in the game of love, so we went round to round - What’s the reason for staying in the ring if you think you might lose, what’s the use of holding on when you’re tired of fighting.. Hmmmmm What’s the reason for it all? Do you know
